I'm beyond blessed. I sometimes wonder why God decided to give me this wonderful husband, an unbelievable son, a good job, and a beautiful house. Not to mention all the extra goodies like good health, food on the table, and an abundance of family and friends.
I'm learning today to be content in that; in knowing that God has always has a plan for our future. I need to be happy in the present moment.
After the Dr.'s, I picked Jackson up from the most wonderful Nanny Kate in the world, and played with him & his soccer ball. I turned on the Christmas tree & just loved on watching him.
Something I try to do daily, just soak him in at this (or whatever) stage, but something I feel I never do quite enough.
Today is December 5th. My first Dr.'s appointment with lil' number two. I've been praying for God's wisdom & peace in my heart all day.
Well, who am I really kidding? All week!
Alas, no heartbeat. The sweet pitter patter of reassurance that I heard with our sweet Jackson, I longed for today.
The Dr. told me it may be too early. The location is in the right place and the size she thinks is about 5 or 6 weeks.
We scheduled a radiology appointment for next Thursday (the day before we leave), to see if they can get a beat prior to us leaving for Colorado for 3 weeks.
In honor of tradition, attached is a picture of Bean #2. See that black circle? Yup...5 or 6 weeks old.
My heart is at peace knowing that God has a plan for His little bean. And all I can do is trust in Him.
I remember that feeling when I was pregnant with Jackson. I have to re-read old blog posts a million times and then stare at my sweet boy knowing all turned out...just the way God planned. I thank Him every day that His plan happen to fit into mine. :) Okay, sense the slight humor in that last sentence.
So....we wait.
Little Bean...we already love you so!
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